If you keep going into a barbers shop, you'll keep getting your hair cut. If you keep going into a pub, sooner or later, you'll end up drunk.
One day at a time.
Keep coming back, it works if you work it, so work it, you're worth it!
My lesson for today is a reminder that this is a progressive illness.
SHUT DOWN THE COMPUTER AND GO OUTSIDE AND MEET REAL PEOPLE
The universe knows that we have a blind spot. It intentionally gave it to us so that we would always need others.
It's far easier to stay clean and sober one day at a time than it is to stay clean and sober for a lifetime.
My preoccupation with sexual thoughts and fantasies had warped the perspective of my entire adult life.
This journal is about my realisation and acceptance of my addictions and how I will overcome my shortcomings.