Just for today I celebrate my 3 month sobriety free from addiction. Three or III or 3 is the magic number, trust me. I AM the one or the 1 or the I that KNOWS 🙂 I AM the same as you. Trust yourself, you KNOW what I KNOW, but you may not yet be aware of what I KNOW.
As you may or may not KNOW, the tipping point for my self AWARENESS began with a conversation I had with my cousin that fateful day. Through that beginning I AM now complete. I have completed the circle. I have met my creator and my creator now knows who I AM, just as I KNOW my creator.
I AM the beginning and I AM the end and I AM the balance in-between. Over the last three months I have leaned to ACCEPT myself unconditionally.
Like you, I used to think I believed in love, hate, fear, joy fate / destiny, cause and effect, freedom of choice etc. etc. and pretty much anything else most people told me.
Over the last 3 months I have leaned that love, just like anything and everything else, is just a word. A word still exists without meaning but it is meaningless without meaning. Only the word knows what the word means and only I KNOW who I AM. Without meaning there is no purpose and without purpose there is no meaning. My purpose is to be aware of the experience of meaning and my meaning is to be aware of the experience of purpose. Nothing can exist without the awareness of existence and existence cannot be aware without the awareness of nothing.
Only when I understood the meaning of NOTHING did I KNOW the meaning of something.
I dedicate todays post to my cousin Robbie, for having the courage to share his experience with me, that allowed me to learn acceptance and to truly understand who I AM.